Friend, Counsellor, Brother.....

Its been such a long time since I last wrote my blog...
So many things are happening; datelines have to be kept... and emotions managed...

I havent really been myself lately...
The cheerful, bubbly and talketive Andrew seemed to have became a shadow of his former self....

This month has been a terrible month for me... I have not faced such a terrible month before, nor such streneous pressure... Its suffocating me... not allowing me to breathe, but allowing a small bubble of air to keep me alive under torment...

Haiz.. I used to be cheeful and optimistic.... but with so many terrible events happening... it is hard not to become pessimistic...

Even now, as I write this blog, I have not slept properly for about 5 days already... I look at myself and realize that I havent been taking care of my health too... But no choice... Results comes first..

My group has finally completed our ICP project... it is going to take some time for me and timothy to recuperate before we can start on our next project...

I'm so thankful for Timothy... My closest friend and best confider... I dunno if I would be around if not for him... Over these 2 weeks I've been pouring out my sadness to him... and he took it and carried it as though it was his.... He helped me with my burden... and I belive, that is what Jesus would do too...
Our friendship strained too, as pressure and stress overtook my emotions... But he stood firm and comforted me when I was sad and listened to me when I was angry...
Though few people will ever be able to live the live that I lived, Timothy is one of the even rared few that tries to comprehend it...
Timothy.. if you're reading this blog... I just want to thank you for being my friend, no matter where we go in life, I will never forget.. You have a big part in whatever good my life is to the world...

I can give you more then a testimonial for our friendship... I will always treasure you as the Evengelist who shone God's light in the midst of my hopelessness and darkness...
Indeed, you are a shining example of God's love for mankind...

Remember you told me that you are not perfect? Remember this, when Jesus told Peter to feed his Sheep, He was not telling him that he was perfect...

May the light of the One who loves us so shine upon our friendship such that it will pull us through every difficulty and trials

Once again, thank you my friend, brother, counsellor and teacher, thank you - for being the answer to my prayer...